Nixon Andrews is an alpha male with a dirty mouth. 
After getting kicked out of the Navy, he lives giving zero f*cks. 
That is, until his ex he left behind, comes back into his life in the most unlikely way.  
- Synopsis - 
I fell in love with Cameron Hollis the moment I laid eyes on her. 
She was everything to me. 
We had nothing but a clean slate ahead of us, until the day I made the biggest mistake of my life. 
I let her go. 
It was for her own good...at least that's what I told myself. 
That was five years ago, now my tour is over, and I'm home. 
Nothing matters without her. 
But I won't go after her, the guilt I have is too much to face. 
I lied...about so many things, she'll never look at me the same way. 
Zero f*cks, that's how I live now. 
Part of me died the day Nixon Andrews broke my f*cking heart. 
He became a Navy Seal and then decided the course of my future, like he had the f*ckin' power. 
Why? 
Because he didn't want to see me end up hurt. 
He was protecting me...from him. 
But I didn't need protecting, I just needed Nixon. 
Even if he was halfway across the world, I needed to know that no matter what, we were going to be okay. 
That was five years ago and still not a single word from him... 
***This book is an Erotic Romance novel and contains mature subject matter. It is not intended for those under 18 years of age.***