Rockstar Elijah Wilder is famous.Married.And a father.Ready to turn his back on the one thing he's good at, the talent that made him a household name. I'm a poor nobody.Struggling to stay in school.Failing miserably.Believing I'm wearing the emperor's new clothing and not fooling anybody. Elijah and I don't belong together. We shouldn't have even met. But when his wife enters rehab, he needs a nanny. I can't bring myself to say no. Familiarity breeds lust, and, when his wife becomes his ex, Elijah and I wind up together. But we're a bad combination. I'm too young for him and I don't know what I want. And the longer I stay in the rockstar life... I'm pretty sure that's not it. But Elijah and I try anyway, even with all the odds against us. CONTENT WARNING: This story includes depictions of substance abuse and addiction, violence and threatened violence, and discussion of childhood trauma. Please read with caution.