Life is hard. There's no secret in that statement.Life. Is. Hard.Simple enough. But my life hasn't just been hard… I've gotten used to it over the years -- come to expect it really. So when fate hands me yet another big f*ck you, I'm not even a little bit surprised. Why should I be? I mean, after everything I've been through, why not throw my best friend's ex-boyfriend into the mix and see how royally I can screw this up too. It doesn't matter that he loved her first. It doesn't matter that he's wrong for me in every way possible. It doesn't matter that being with him could ruin everything. One touch and I already know it's too late.