SaiyedI'm such a hypocrite. Going around hating on people who are exactly like me because I'm afraid of my truth being discovered. Afraid of everything that's private being snatched away and laid bare for the world to see.I know they don't like me. I know my bitterness stems from insecurity and envy. And yet, I'm not sure how to rise above it. I wish it could be easier. I wish I didn't have to look at my brother's best friend and feel all these emotions which were forbidden to me. But it was impossible not to when Rylan was so beautiful and intriguing.RylanHe was always staring at me. Ever since I'd first made friends with his brother in preschool, I'd noticed that. I thought it was just a fascination he had with the white boy who felt so at home with his family.But the looks he gave me now that we were older weren't those of curiosity. Sid was an enigma. And he was off limits because of my friendship with those closest to him.But one weekend during a pool party, I found myself forgetting that. I found myself indulging in the forbidden with my best friend's little brother. And by the time we came to our senses, it was already too late.Note: This is an interracial teen romance with mature content and taboo themes. Religion and homophobia are discussed openly throughout the book. Reader discretion is advised.