Will Mike Ever Find His Father's Love?Inescapable Bondage and Gay BDSM Sex Medicate Mike's Pain and Longing for a Father's LoveWhen Mike's father calls again to make amends for the abuse he subjected him to as a teen, Mike agrees to meet. Terrified of what cobwebs he might uncover, however, he returns to the painful solace of porn, anonymous sex, and bondage with hot men who make him shoot his load again and again. Mike remembers the abuse he experienced during his formative years, reliving the pain of one awful night when his father took the abuse too far after discovering the boy had stolen some gay porn from a local store. The physical and emotional damage Mike's father inflicted on him would last for years. Will he ever heal from that?The Night of the AbuseMike remembers well the night his father found his gay porn collection when he was still a teenager. He remembers how his old man dragged him into the kitchen for a lesson he wouldn't soon forget - a painful lesson that would potentially scar him for life and introduce him to a world of shame like he had never known. Mike remembers wanting nothing but love from his father but receiving nothing but hate. Still, Mike spends his life endlessly searching for the love he wanted from his father, searching for it from anyone who will give it. But so far, no one will, save one man. A stranger he recently met at the park. Jim. Regardless, he continues his quest for sex, his lust for men, his thirst for bondage and discipline from a man who will truly devote himself to Mike and give him the love he craves. Mike's Introduction to Bondage and SexEven as a teen, Mike embarks on a sexual journey with an older man who shows him how gay BDSM sex should be. Although Mike has experimented with sex and masturbation before, he has never truly experienced the feel of rope around his wrists that only an older, more experienced man could give him. Mike remembers how that experience hooked him on bondage - and his quest for love - for li