The Choosing — Violet Joicey-Cowen

Thinking his duty and heart lead in different directions, what will Prince Korin of Nilan'dane decide to do? A letter arrives from Korin's father, summoning him home for the Choosing after a year's freedom in the desert, and Korin must face the fact that he is deeply in love with his best friend, the captain of his guard, Ansen. Ansen has known for years that he loves Korin but never spoke of his feelings because he knew the duty Korin must perform, marrying and producing an heir for the kingdom. He never dared hope Korin would not only return those feelings, but actually be able to choose him. Their brief happiness is ripped apart through the machinations of the twisted brother of one of Korin's other suitors, and they must fight to hold on to the hope that they will see each other, and the baby Korin was carrying, again. Note: This book is written in first-person point of view.