Jaxson: Seven years ago, I lost everything. My family, my home and the love of my life. I couldn't save anyone that day. That's probably why I became a park ranger, to help people. I just never imagined that I'd spend Christmas Even saving a woman I'd thought was dead and falling in love with her all over again. Andi: Seven years ago, I lost everything but my own life. Four years ago, I almost did lose it. Hiking the mountains of Colorado in December this year might have been tempting fate. I'd thought for a moment that maybe I was in Heaven, but no, I was just in a cabin in the woods with a man I'd only thought was dead. He wants to pick up where we left off like nothing has happened. But after all these years, all of these tragedies, I've learned to close myself off. And I don't know that I can just open myself up to pain like that again. I lost him once…could I really survive it if I lost him again?