Internal Desires — Ryan Field

Randy has a secret, and it's a secret that's so personal he's never shared it with anyone. It's something he's kept hidden for years beneath his old baseball gloves and athletic cups. But it's also something so fundamental to his life he can't stop thinking about it.

After gathering up all the courage he can, he sets out for an epic night of adventure only to discover the darker side of his secret fantasy that includes an idiot at a country western bar and a wake up call showing him what could happen if he's not careful. At first, he panics and he isn't sure what to do. But when the man of his dreams shows up and turns out to be his real life hero, he winds up discovering internal desires he didn't even know he had.