My story is not one for the faint of hearts. It's beautifully gritty, and heartbreakingly tragic. I was born into the world of rock-n-roll, a mere girl who only wanted to have her very own guitar face. Somewhere in between all the amps, cords, and guitars I found my place. I was born to make music and bring the masses to their knees... until, I wasn't anymore. Until the thought of doing all of this without him made me sick to my stomach. I thought I could escape rock-n-roll, but I can't. My brother is a rock star and all the friends we have are connected to this business one way or another. I have a feeling I'll get sucked back in, but I'm scared I won't survive it. Perhaps I have a better chance at surviving rock-n-roll than I do Jagger Carlyle. Jag is my brother's best friend, and fellow vocalist and guitarist for their band Broken Access. I've loved him since I was a girl, but this industry and my own fear of rejection kept me from acting on it all these years. When the sparks start to ignite and the world attempts to keep us apart, I wonder if love is enough. My story will bring you to tears from both sadness... and Kip. Kip is an idiot, plain and simple, but he's my best friend. He has a habit of waking me up with trashy Euro porn, and always knows the most inappropriate things to say. He's a drummer by night, and my partner-in-crime by day. I should've fallen in love with him, but he never shuts his f**cking mouth. He's always my rock, and when Jagger rips me in two, Kip is the one at my side. If you are looking for a story of redemption with comic relief and a heavy sexual mind, you've found it. If you are offended by hot, tattooed rock stars who are vulgar then this is not the book for you. Please be warned, this book is not for anyone below the age of 18. The book contains sex, death, violence, and harsh language.In the world of the living, she tours with her brother's band Broken Access, and her childhood crush, Jagger Carlyle. She quickly realizes the world never forgot her, and they want more music. As she navigates the terrain of the rich and famous, will she be able to deal with her growing feelings for Jagger? Or, will the bright lights and women be too much for her to cope with?