"I took a life and deserved to be punished. Instead, I was rewarded with Axel Wagner." Trish Running away was supposed to be my punishment. Dating assholes was supposed to absolve my guilt and sins. I can't feel pain anymore and I'm more lost than I was five years ago. That is until I meet Axel Wagner. I didn't deserve to live, yet my heart guided me to him. He breathed life back into my lungs and taught me how to make the most of the precious minutes we had on Earth. I decided to fight back. I survived for him and struggled to learn how to exist for me. He made living easier. He made me want to overcome my dark past. He pushed me to my limits. Vengeance lurked in my body. I reached out for forgiveness and planned my revenge. We were meant to heal each other. And when we tried, my past came back to haunt me."